I have come to realize that I have been living my life waiting. Waiting for things to get better, waiting for things to go my way, waiting for a change and in all this waiting I have lost something, and possibly it was my opportunity to make change happen.
Funny, I have spent my life waiting too. Waiting for love, waiting for rescue from one of the many catastrophes looming my life. Waiting for peace and solitude, while at the same time waiting for lonliness to come to an end.
ReplyDeleteLiving in the moment has always proven difficult for me. At most times, it is the moment that I wish to escape, constantly dreaming and waiting. It is not that the moment is always horrendous, because it is not. It is simply not the dream that I desire to capture most.